longing for an ending
to this misery i face
hault the current failure
create no more disgrace
shut your eyes to hopes
once broken, yet now whole
release the doubt and drift
far from your troubled soul
nothing is to come
of unfufilled dreams
so exit negetivity
act deaf toward all the screams
at your own disgression
this time is now the best
ignore all other comments
for you're destined eternal rest
About Me
- Julzdanceruns703
- Youngstown, Ohio, United States
- I'm just another depressed teenager who has nothing better to do than document her self pity. I've suffered some pretty harsh things, but always have the option of escaping. When I do chose to escape and live, I'm an Irish Dancer, a very gifted one at that. When I have ambition, I run Cross County and Track. I'm an athlete at heart, and take this privilage to heart... all the evil thoughts seem to vanish in the presence of exercise- when my body comes to life. When I feel worthy, I'm a friend, and I'm outgoing. But then comes the reminder of my failure... Every time I look in the mirror. I have so much potential, so much success waiting to be relinquished... but for so many years, I've surrendured myself to evil- I've let myself go. I see so much every day, call it over anylizing, if you will, but I can't seem to close my eyes. This world is so cruel, yet so appealing. Through my perception, failure is a sin, thin is the only beauty existent, and being perfect is the only way to be content.
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