Just one more chance for I regret
The horrible mistake that I've made
I feel the trouble as it lurks
But just numb my body and soul
This pain is too much for me right now
And I don't want the peace
If it's at this price
For I can tolerate the life I fear
I promise now
I'll persevere
About Me
- Julzdanceruns703
- Youngstown, Ohio, United States
- I'm just another depressed teenager who has nothing better to do than document her self pity. I've suffered some pretty harsh things, but always have the option of escaping. When I do chose to escape and live, I'm an Irish Dancer, a very gifted one at that. When I have ambition, I run Cross County and Track. I'm an athlete at heart, and take this privilage to heart... all the evil thoughts seem to vanish in the presence of exercise- when my body comes to life. When I feel worthy, I'm a friend, and I'm outgoing. But then comes the reminder of my failure... Every time I look in the mirror. I have so much potential, so much success waiting to be relinquished... but for so many years, I've surrendured myself to evil- I've let myself go. I see so much every day, call it over anylizing, if you will, but I can't seem to close my eyes. This world is so cruel, yet so appealing. Through my perception, failure is a sin, thin is the only beauty existent, and being perfect is the only way to be content.
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