Please just let me have
This one moments to spare
The price I pay does not matter
For now I cannot spare
To lack the love
To lack the pleasure
Please just surrendur
At any measure
For this moment will keep my sanity
This moment will keep me able
Please just this one moment
So I can remain stable
Yesterday's gone and tomarrow's not here
Just this moment, no regrets or fear
Just lurking desire that won't stop burning
Please give me this moment that I am yearning
About Me
- Julzdanceruns703
- Youngstown, Ohio, United States
- I'm just another depressed teenager who has nothing better to do than document her self pity. I've suffered some pretty harsh things, but always have the option of escaping. When I do chose to escape and live, I'm an Irish Dancer, a very gifted one at that. When I have ambition, I run Cross County and Track. I'm an athlete at heart, and take this privilage to heart... all the evil thoughts seem to vanish in the presence of exercise- when my body comes to life. When I feel worthy, I'm a friend, and I'm outgoing. But then comes the reminder of my failure... Every time I look in the mirror. I have so much potential, so much success waiting to be relinquished... but for so many years, I've surrendured myself to evil- I've let myself go. I see so much every day, call it over anylizing, if you will, but I can't seem to close my eyes. This world is so cruel, yet so appealing. Through my perception, failure is a sin, thin is the only beauty existent, and being perfect is the only way to be content.
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