You will never see the pain my eyes can't hide
You will never imagine the horrors I must confide
You will never know the weakness inside of strength
You will never tire from going to such great length
You will never touch such low defining points
You will never marvel at the sight of bony joints
You can never find emactiation's grace
You can never see the troubles I must face
You can never know the struggles I've been through
You can never know the things I'm forced to do
You can never live a day inside my mind
For you can never hear the answeres I can't find
About Me
- Julzdanceruns703
- Youngstown, Ohio, United States
- I'm just another depressed teenager who has nothing better to do than document her self pity. I've suffered some pretty harsh things, but always have the option of escaping. When I do chose to escape and live, I'm an Irish Dancer, a very gifted one at that. When I have ambition, I run Cross County and Track. I'm an athlete at heart, and take this privilage to heart... all the evil thoughts seem to vanish in the presence of exercise- when my body comes to life. When I feel worthy, I'm a friend, and I'm outgoing. But then comes the reminder of my failure... Every time I look in the mirror. I have so much potential, so much success waiting to be relinquished... but for so many years, I've surrendured myself to evil- I've let myself go. I see so much every day, call it over anylizing, if you will, but I can't seem to close my eyes. This world is so cruel, yet so appealing. Through my perception, failure is a sin, thin is the only beauty existent, and being perfect is the only way to be content.
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