If I could only go back
And live a second time
My eyes would open clearly
The world would grow sublime
If I could go back
And throw away regret
I would not look down
On love I'll now forget
You hope so much for things uncertain
But then once they come
Pain becomes superior
As your wishes now grow numb
If I could go back
I wouldn't mind the day
I'd wake to embrace the light
And toss the dark away
My sun has set
Though it's too late
I'll pray for dawn
Not broken fate
About Me
- Julzdanceruns703
- Youngstown, Ohio, United States
- I'm just another depressed teenager who has nothing better to do than document her self pity. I've suffered some pretty harsh things, but always have the option of escaping. When I do chose to escape and live, I'm an Irish Dancer, a very gifted one at that. When I have ambition, I run Cross County and Track. I'm an athlete at heart, and take this privilage to heart... all the evil thoughts seem to vanish in the presence of exercise- when my body comes to life. When I feel worthy, I'm a friend, and I'm outgoing. But then comes the reminder of my failure... Every time I look in the mirror. I have so much potential, so much success waiting to be relinquished... but for so many years, I've surrendured myself to evil- I've let myself go. I see so much every day, call it over anylizing, if you will, but I can't seem to close my eyes. This world is so cruel, yet so appealing. Through my perception, failure is a sin, thin is the only beauty existent, and being perfect is the only way to be content.
No comments:
Post a Comment